[QUOTE=MrsDuckL;5876039]I go through periods of jealously with other clients. I’m the first patient of the day, so I tell myself little lies, like that makes me more special or my therapist thinks of me on the way in.

I used to do the same. I had the last appointment of the day and I told myself that this made me special to my T, he would think of me on the way home, he finished with the others first so that he could get to me ... things like that.

I also have gone through times of feeling jealous of other clients or wanting to be more special than them, and also times when I ran into other clients and it made me feel inferior. But I think I'm fine with it now.