Feeling okay. Been very overwhelmed lately with work and stuff though.
Trying not to let the stress get to me. I am not depressed but am feeling somewhat disappointed and dismayed with the universe and humanity lately.
Too many balls in the air that are crashing down on me.
I have lots of chores to do that I keep putting off. Feel so exhausted and want to come home from work and do nothing.
I am feeling lonely and yet avoiding people at the same time. I feel the urge to do something irresponsible and stupid, maybe I need some drama in my life
To feel normal. Idk.
Gonna start using my sun lamp soon- trying to be proactive before the decreasing sunlight of fall/winter starts to suck out my soul. Depression can go fuuck itself, I am going to stay sane and keep my mood from crashing.
Have a good week all.