I would be glad to chat with you. I have been diagnosed with PTSD but I also have traits of avpd. I got through school with white knuckles, but now I am homebound with anxiety. I am on disability. I also feel like I have fought this all my life. Now at 58 yo, I am tired of fighting it. I have no friends, no family and I isolate 24/7. I do feel loneliness and wish for people to chat with.
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I am an RN who is now not working and on permanent disability (SSD) for PTSD.
Current meds:
Buspar
Citalopram
Quetiapine (for sleep)
I currently isolate everyday. I am ok with that, but some times feel lonely. However, I do not want to have a relationship in the real world in person as people make me nervous. I have trust issues.
