Well as they keep telling you to write down feelings
So so how has time gone for me ?

After years of living on the psa line it has not tipped in my favour.
So within 6 weeks it has gone from
lets look at it
Lets mri
We found a big mass
Surgery due in 10 days

And all I hear is "ARENT YOU LUCKY They fitted you in before christmas"

I might not reply to msgs or even txt
Does anyone know anxiety
Fear
Bargain
Acceptance

All these things i have to deal with within a week.

Ps.
Forgot to mention all the lonely side effects but thats another story