Ok it appears I have to reapply and they don't have a record of anyone calling for status and last time I applied I was denied in 2004. So now I need to get going on a lawyer as they are sending out the paperwork and I can't even think. Moggles has had to balance checkbook after seeing my subtraction was so far off. My brain is mush. I just want to scream. My house is falling apart aroundme and I am barely keeping it maintained. I can't write anymore with pen and paper...i am quaking. To top it all off it is that time and I am soooooooooooooo emotional..I just want to crawl in hole and die but we all know that is too easy and it won't happen. ~ Melanie