Venting, but feel free to give advice, support or whatever.

I don’t know how much longer I can handle it. I’m very sick right now with a bad virus and laryngitis and possibly bronchitis. I have no voice. I have to go to work today, but I couldn’t sleep much tonight. I wake up with a severe burn in my throat and then can’t fall back asleep for a few hours. I have to be at work in 2 hours and I’ve been up since 4 but I got 5? Hours of sleep.


I am moving this weekend. It’s a big life change for me and with being sick, I don’t know how much I’ll be able to move. We have people moving furniture, but I haven’t boxed everything because I’m sick.

I wanted to get my wedding thank you notes all out (I have 20? Left) and it was a very large wedding but it will be 6 months since our wedding this weekend.

I am mad at my parents. They didn’t call to ask how I am, but are worried about my brother. They know I have a terrible immune system and get horribly sick and can’t heal myself, but my mother is being toxic. I want to ask for help, but don’t know what to do.

I just have so much on my plate and on top of that I’m very sick. We have to pay our mortgage now, but my husband was sick too so he might not get paid for two weeks and idk if I am at this point. I won’t get fired, but I won’t get paid. I have extra money and that’s why we are moving because our rent was too high.

My executive functioning difficulties are making me have panic attacks and breakdowns. I know I’m not alone, and I know my husband will help me, but my mind doesn’t feel comfortable right now. I’m going to explode and I got no sleep so idk. I just need help. I probably have more help than I realize, but it doesn’t feel like it. Oh and I don’t have Therapy for two weeks

I just can’t do it all. I’m only human with complex ptsd. Anyone else know this feeling? Hugs please?