I’m sorry you are having a tough time. I deal with deep depression and bad anxiety as well. My depressions have lasted for years. It’s discouraging I know but in my experience they do eventually lift and with the right medication can be managed or relieved. I suffered badly for years and was put on a new med combo that took care of the depression and anxiety about 2 months ago. Hopefully it works long term. There is hope. Don’t give up!

I don’t know if your anxiety was hypomania or not. Your pdoc would have a better idea. Whatever it is/was, I know it’s really rough.

I hope you come out of this depression soon. ((((Hugs))))