hey all. sorry to hear of the various things going on. i'm at a pretty low place with the fatigue right now. i suspect i have CFS along with fibro. anyway i've read all the updates but i can't focus enough to respond individually to everyone. just know that i have been thinking of all of you. i've been feeling kind of crappy because i feel like every time i open my mouth the same story comes out of it and i know it's important to talk about stuff, and that's why i love this forum (because as much as it hurts me to know that all of you are struggling too, at least we can understand, empathize with, and support each other) but i'm the only person in my life in the outside world who has anything close to what i have and it's taking me to some dark places lately. anyway. hugs for all who want/need them.