Heidu, I'm sorry that what you are doing isn't working for you. Don't know what else to say.

Forgive me if you thought I was preaching. What I meant was, I didn't want it to sound like that.

If your friend doesn't know how you feel, then you need to tell her. If she doesn't know, how else could she make time for you? Who knows? Maybe there is something in her schedule that she would gladly drop to spend some time with you.

<font color=blue>This above all: To thine own self be true. --Shakespeare</font color=blue>