Thanks so much everyone for your kind thoughts.

I called in sick today, as my body felt leaden so there was no way I could get through another gruelling day. I just woke up now, at 2.30 in the afternoon!

I told my boss it was insomnia. Well, it kind of is as I couldn't drop off to sleep the last two or three nights. It all just goes round in my head, trying to make a decision.

She was being caring sounding on the phone.

I can see why the doctor wanted to sign me off... these drugs (sertraline) are strong! Today, my arms feel like they're made of concrete.

I'll try and eat something and take my time today and try to decide.

Thanks again. It really helps to not feel alone.