My relationships and social life could be better.
All my romantic relationships tend to end when I crash down, because I'm not generally interested in other people, including my partner. And I don't want to bother them with my sadness and depression. Depression makes me cold and distant, not feeling attracted to my partner. It always ruins my relationships.

Thank god my friends won't leave me when I hit the rock bottom, they know I will rise from there eventually.

I recently moved in to new town, but I couldn't be socially active and make friends due to my depression. So now I'm mostly alone and spend most of the time at my own apartment (and sometimes at school when I have the energy to go there). So I think this all affects my relationships and my social life is kind of poor.