Knife point, yep, been there hon. Held down and forced, yep that too. Threatened, almost all the time. Perversion, yeah, suffered that too. Never been stalked, although I did live in the same household as my abuser. I was 9, he was 17, plus all his weird-o friends.

Never had a problem, I kept it buried for many years, now it's back to haunt me at times.

I move forward, past that hurt and do the best I can to help others. I hope you can come to terms somehow with what happened to you.