The ragey stuff is due to situational shyt. Im hoping my Pdoc ups my Xanax the 9th, It helps but it wears off to soon of course.

I am mixed ( not horrible yet)

I want to sleep and ignore the world, But no things that I must do I do.

I hope the trip back home will help .. But I think im going to crash when I have to come back down.

Gah I am a whiney mess