Yea you sound like you relate well to this topic too
White Oleander and Youv'eGot Mail .. are favorites of mine too ~ I do have lighter and darker sides as well - teenager selves of me. Once i actually had a pastor many years ago tell me he could see me black one one side of my face and white on the other .. that was years before i knew i was DID
but always remembered that and always wondered what it meant. Now i understand. I am not integrated everyone is on their own and do their own thing ..although i can often recognize from the age group and actions who does what inside of me. I try to guard them but ..they can be very strong. I guess they had to be very strong ...