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Originally Posted by Kori Anders
I had the opposite experience
I went into therapy (because my first T was so awful) thinking that all therapists were awful people who only cared about the money and didn't actually care about the people they saw and they were all judgmental and horrible and only wanted to project their own feelings onto me
But when I met my T she was really kind to me and she met me at my level and she eventually showed me that she really did care and she was always there for me and even called me when i go to the hospital, no one else in my care team calls me when I am in the hospital, I might as well just be dead to all of them
but my t has been seeing me since I was 16 and she has never given up on me, even during
the times where I've yelled at her or did something bad like lying to her
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This is incredible. I’m happy for you
I suppose there might be something “wrong” with me as I haven’t found a therapist who cared
But over here (uk) long term therapy is extremely rare (except in the private sector and even there many therapists seem.... influenced by the System
I suppose some people are more “worthwhile” than others.
this is what 1 therapist I paid for told me
how he judged my “value” I don’t know
I would never do any of the things my abusers did to me.. ever
But I’m still, apparently, .... I still “should cope” on Meds alone which I’m allergic to. It’s insane. Or maybe, I’m insane