I'm grateful you have someone that you're in a good relationship with. That's wonderful! It's good to see that people can and do find the right people!
For me, right now, I'm going to go meet up with this woman I might like but at least like to have sex with at/in the gym. We're going to be away from the gym for the first time ever. She knows that I'm going to a different gym in about 2 hours from now. I'm slowly letting her into my life but it started as only sex and I didn't want anything more but now she does and I don't even know what I want with her. She made the first of several advances in wanting only sex but I'd been sometimes talking to her and said the right thing at the right time and that was what she needed to hear. She hasn't had sex anyone since we first did and knows I have had another, and is ok with it, I think. At least I'm calling her by her name now, instead of what I've been calling her, GS, for Gym Slut. I never told her what GS stood for, and I probably shouldn't. I told her "I thought you looked like a GS to me." Confused coitus can continue consistently.
At least the 5k is tomorrow. That's my main focus for now.