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Originally Posted by seesaw
He is definitely abusing you. The relationship you describe is a nightmare. I can't believe you are still in it. You say you love him. I wonder if you just love the idea of him because he is around for you so you don't have to be lonely?
Your family and therapist are right. For your own safety you need to cut the cord on this "relationship." I also agree there's a huge difference between bdsm and forced sex. What he has done sounds a lot more like rape than bdsm. If you were 16 the first time, how old was he? Sounds like that might have been statutory rape regardless.
Seesaw
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Thank you for your input. Just want to state that he never like raped me or anything, i said yes and he was the same age as me. But still.
I keep hoping that iīll manage to get past his hard outside and finally reveal like. a soft and sweet core. Maybe thatīs impossible. Also. I donīt see a therapist anymore, and i donīt have any (close) friends. Great.