I don't know how I am. Maybe not so great? Idk.
My patience and frustration tolerance levels are very low lately. I see myself getting annoyed at dumb shiit that shouldn't bother me so much. But I feel ready to self destruct or something.
Can't get myself to do the dishes or laundry or anything. I need to sike myself up. I'm going away this weekend and tbh I think I would prefer just sleeping it away. I have to make a Halloween costume for work. I got my coworlers all excited about halloween and now I don't even feel like dressing up. It's just one more thing on my plate. Ah well.

I feel like I am totally failing at life. I have no clue what the fuuck I am doing most of the time. Why does it all feel so hard? I need a users guide to being alive.
I don't want to feel like this. I don't think my medication even does anything. I might as well be eating pez candy. I always think I am making all this progress and end up in the same fuucking place. Over and over again. I'm tired.