Whenever I’m not feeling right and my moods are off, I blow up on the nearest person and I feel like an ***. It’s like I don’t even think first. My bf just got home from work and I went out in the kitchen and just started *****ing about anything and everything. Poor guy. When I’m like this I try and stick with “if you can’t say anything nice...” but my mouth works faster than my brain. It’s crap like this that makes me think I’m safer being alone.