[QUOTE=Neverlosehope87;5874702]Possible trigger....


I find when I’m at the bottom of the barrel, I downplay everything. I’m sad all the time but I’m fine. I think about suicide all day, but I’m fine. My father was an abusive alcoholic but I’m fine. My ex boyfriend raped me but I’m fine. ...... the list continues as to what I’ll downplay.


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I completely agree with this statement. It is as though at the lowest point it takes too much energy to put into words our pain we are feeling. It is easier to just say, “fine”. Not that many would understand if we tried to explain it anyways. I hope things are smoothing out today a bit for you empty