I need to accept that I'm not college material. I can't work and go to school and study 3-4 different subjects at once. I am falling behind in class because I can't manage my time properly and I struggle to learn this much information at once. I am trying to learn how to do better and stabilize but it might be too late for me to recover.

It didn't help the fact that I had a death in the family and I have been moving into a new apartment for the last month. I am struggling to cope with everything that I'm dealing with.

And now I am having foot pain on top of it all because I've been having to walk everywhere and I have flat feet and my shoes suck.

I am trying so hard but I might just need to accept that I don't belong at college. I am going to try one more semester but I might end up becoming a drop out because I can't study and learn as quick as they want me to.

I can't cope. I can't function in a normal college environment. I had to be pulled out of high school because I was considered too emotionally unstable to even function in special ed. I need to accept the fact that history repeats itself and some things can't be changed.