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Not a day goes by that I don't sit awake at 12 in the morning tears pooling in my eyes as I try to find a way to get it all done all this work. 5-10 hours of homework and its not enough because oh wait theres more! I don't sleep much, I don't eat much, I have maybe one true friend I tried to set up a time to hang out with someone today and they bailed on me. I am a failure.
"Your room is a mess"
Set aside another hour of my life another day I wont get back like a ticking clock until my heart comes to a stop because I've crushed it under the weight of my stress. Get all As thats what I have to do to get my parents approval nobody likes me because I'm strange because I talk about school to much thats what my stepdad says!
I lost my god damned friends!
I can't do this...
What did I do to deserve this?
Im so tired I now fall asleep in class but my only worry is if a teacher sees and calls my parents because all they'll do is yell at me to get more sleep claim its my fault maybe take away my phone not like I have many to talk to anyway...
You should have more fun.
I
CANT
TAKE
THIS
ANYMORE
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