October 16 2017 Monday at 2:50 pm my family had to put our beloved puggle ( mix of beagle and pug) a very aggressive cancer. Was diagnosed Saturday and Monday he was gone. Couldn't eat or walk and was in distress (pain). Broke my heart he was my son and I first dog. Devastated I never thought Rex would affect me the way he did. The loss I feel is so intense my heart literally aches. The loss is so profound😢.

This literally blew me out of the water I was in shock I cried when we found out and have cried everyday since it happened. Lost interest in my tv can't sit still! I wander around my house looking for anything of him and call out his name I talk to him out loud telling him how much I miss him and love him.

The thing is when he was here I never felt a connection to him I used to call him my lil pain in the *** but I cared for him if he was sick I would worry but never reAlly showed him the love I had for him. I mean I fed him and was his nurse after surgery from a dog attack a few years ago. But he was my sons dog and now he's gone I feel that love for him greatly and it breaks my heart because I never expected to feel the way I do. Thanks for listening