That's good to hear eskie lover, and I'm sorry you've felt this way during marriage.
I always wanted to leave home and be independent. But I can't right now, I have studies to take care of and existential crises to take care of, too.
Mickey, yes, it's the depression talking, but the depression is anger over things which have hurt me and I never got myself to fight them. I really want to fight others for a change. Fight others who are hurtful