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Originally Posted by TishaBuv
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Not another 50 Shades fantasy! 
It’s a possibility that he went down the sadist path because he thinks you are wanting that. But he’s really very into it.
If you had an honest talk with him and said, ‘game over’, I want you to be a nice, loving bf, and cut this crap with the S&M, I’m over it’, he might tell you he does have a ‘normal’ side and was just playing because he thought you were into it.
But— I don’t like how he strangled you. And I don’t like how he told you to come over with nobody knowing where you are going. Could this guy kill you? You are playing with fire. Your safety is more important than hoping to change a guy you met in a BDSM chat room into a sweet, loving bf!
You are better off disappearing, poof. Ghost him. Then stop lying and being shady. Then go find a nice, loving bf.  |
He said once that the only way to make sure someone is yours forever is by killing them. Pretty sure he was not serious. As messed up as it sounds, i fantasize about killing both of us and going to heaven together. I´m not even religious like what.
I don´t want to be with this new person or this new "front" he is putting on. I miss when he was my normal loving boyfriend. I´ve told him this, but just got the answer that i need to be good and unselfish. Idk.