He told me if i wanted a relationship with him it´d have to do it his way. He was really sweet to me, he always is.

I fantasize a lot about an angelic boy coming to kidnap me. I´d hate it at first but it´d feel so nice to be saved, helped, without having a choice. Sorry, i know i sound just plain ****ed up now. Guess i´m trying to invoke some reaction. Since the therapy place rejected me i really have no one to talk to. As it should be.