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Oct 27, 2017, 12:52 PM
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Member Since: Apr 2014
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Originally Posted by Fluffyraincloud
He told me if i wanted a relationship with him it´d have to do it his way. He was really sweet to me, he always is.
I fantasize a lot about an angelic boy coming to kidnap me. I´d hate it at first but it´d feel so nice to be saved, helped, without having a choice. Sorry, i know i sound just plain ****ed up now. Guess i´m trying to invoke some reaction. Since the therapy place rejected me i really have no one to talk to. As it should be.
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Please please please seek help. Your idea of a healthy relationship is seriously warped. You place your identity up in this guy who has clearly been abusive,.whether you want to admit it or not.
We'll be hee for you regardless, but I hope you will be very careful in continuing a relationship with him.
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Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder
Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia.
Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien
Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less...
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