afterthoughts:

i didnt mention the influence of music... with music and spirituality combined, i was able to envision and experience what for me, were the clearest feelings of spiritual and individual freedom within a responsible framework..

also, for influential people, it took the many years of my experiences, guides appearing on time, when towards the end i had 'ascended' to a level of understanding about myself and finally i was at the place in mind to accept... the 'guide' 'appeared', holding what seemed to me to be the remaining 'keys' to my personal cage...

a wonderful guy...

the journey is life...