Here is a list of numbers I recently found—if you touch it, it opens large (it does on my phone anyway), or these:
Get crisis help online right now via chat:
http://www.crisischat.org/
On your smartphone:
http://www.crisistextline.org/
Or through a telephone call:
http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/
http://www.suicide.org/
http://www.hopeline.com/
http://www.suicideforum.com/
Please be OK
(((99Fairies)))
There is hope