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Default Oct 27, 2017 at 05:12 PM
 
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Originally Posted by Fluffyraincloud View Post
Maybe i would if i had someone. Too ashamed to tell my family, donīt go to therapy anymore. They said i didnīt have any illnesses so they were like, bye.
Honestly iīm amused. I want something bad to happen to me.

Also, a lot of people call their partner Daddy, disturbing as it sounds. He calls me little girl all the time. I guess itīs sweet.
You want something bad to happen to you? News flash: something bad is already happening to you. Trust me, you don't want worse to happen to you. It's almost obscene that you would say that when so many people here have been abused and raped and you want something bad to happen to you?

You don't have to have an illness to see a therapist. You can see a therapist to learn better communication skills or to be more assertive or to work on not accepting bad relationships. You need to work on your self esteem and self worth because clearly you do not value yourself and your own needs enough. You talk a lot about the things that you want but you seem to think you have to settle for this guy because he's the only guy you've ever known. You're afraid to accept that you are worth more and deserve better.

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Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder
Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia.

Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien

Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less...
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