I'm still depressed you could say mainly 'cause I keep trying to go to college, but everytime it gets close, it slips away. I'm trying hold out for my taxes but that can take a while after you file and so my weekly check is going to have to be good enough. In other, more current events, I saw my psychiatrist yesterday. We've been working on my social phobia. I'm still having a hard time. I see people as a person I could never trust. I have more conversations. Especially with people I don't know. I hope he can help with that.