4 months ago i found out i was pregnant. i have a history of fertility problems so despite the fact that we weren't trying to get pregnant i was overjoyed. they were watching the pregnancy closely. after three successive ultrasounds showing the baby had a strong heartbeat and was growing well they spaced my appointments out to every 2 weeks. during that time the baby died. i had no idea. when i went for the next ultrasound i found out that while i was thinking of names and wondering if i was having a girl or boy the baby was already gone. they couldnt get me in for a d and c right away so i had to walk around pregnant but not pregnant. its all over now, i'm healing physically (i hope) but this morning and right now, as a matter of fact, i feel like im having a heart attack. i cant get in to see the doctor until tomorrow but they think this is anxiety. please if theres anyone there can you tell me what you think? my heart is racing and i feel like im dying. the obgyn office is saying its anxiety but im dizzy and scared. and i feel shaky. im afraid im having a heart attack. i smoked 3 cigarettes yesterday. my first in many many years. so of course im worried theyre killing me too. im not normally like this. im alone at home and scared and really need someone to tell me whats going on. i feel like my body cant do anything right. i am so broken.