The worst nurse in here was in charge of my morning meds. She buried them in spoons of yogurt so I have no idea if she even gave me the right ones. And she didn't give me Motrin, I had to ask for it and then she gave me **** for "how would I know about the Motrin if you didn't tell me? The best thing for your knees is exercise, not laying in bed!" I was not laying in bed, I was in the flucking dining room. I hate these people. And at 9 am one of the new guys got really pissed at me for having ear plugs in. I didn't catch what he had said. I was trying to get toilet paper and was without my walker. He said you don't have your walker, and I said I know!

This is just one of those crappy days here. I have no idea if she gave me the right meds. I feel really hopeless socially. I didn't say hello to anyone that sat at my table. I'm so tired of it here.