I completely understand how you are feeling. I been there myself. It the reason I had become suicidal. They don't think about how there words hurt and how it hurts. So one day I started doing to them what they did to me. One of my bullies actually apologized to me and was shock of how much he had hurt me so much that I came close to ending my life. He had told me that if I had killed myself he would felt horrible for the remaining of his life because no one deserve to be bullied. Especially the way that I was bullied. Hang in there you are stronger than they are. You are not alone. Until recently! I started being bullied online by someone I thought I could trust.