yeah - i do. i won't say her name for safety reasons. but she used to be the host. she went through a lot of shock and anger to find out there were alters and that she may actaully *be* one.
At this time, the system believes that there is no one host. We have a name we go by, but it is more a collective name for everyone to simplify things.
wow - some reason this topic is making the system switch a lot - i am having quite the time typing this out.
Hmmm there are times when that former "host" is up front that the believe in DID/MPD is non-existant. She won't look at it, won't see the effects or funny things that happen, won't understand seemingly random feelings (that others in the system are feeeling) and thus can be ver suseptable to those alters that cause self harm or try to talk her into removing herself from the world.

I think that is all i can write - good question tho