hehehahah hmmmmmmmm.... i did not realize that i posted that post in 2 threads. My computer is having problems so i have to copy every single post incase it doesn't go through. I remember being soooooooo frustrated when i though the post didn't show up in what i thougth was the "littles and shopping" post and had NO idea that i was in this one. Sorry all! Slipping a little.

Yeah, it's not specific to DID - we all do that to some extent i am sure. It is that as soon as we get to the store the littles kick in and want toys now! So i start telling them that there is a budget and we are here for xyz and not for toys. so they take over my body and get what they want. they let me back in my body to drive because they can't. =( when i try to fight back and take over the shopping again, this nasty fog comes in my head and obscures everything - everything is floaty, unclear, i can hear the kids chattering about which toy they want... i did get back enough to get the system to put back the birdseed i ended up carying around the store. and i did make them choose over which pony toy they wanted - 3 was not ok. 2, i didn't have a choice on because there are 2 of them and if one gets one, the other does also.

Aye, Perna theblack polish with a shiny blood red overcoat was the destructive part fighting for her turn - i told her no to the r@zor and so she painted them like this instead... and snuck the r@zor in later when i wasn't paying enough attention. *sigh*.

One thing amazing to me (off topic) is that some strong parts that I though originally were adults are actually only kids! They think they are adults because they had to be back then. But my little destructive one is 10! For years i thought she was older than me, but even my T knew, because she called her a little feral wolf pup. Which both enraged her further, and also she liked the name because it was a form of endearment. Odd... all these things...
ok... getting off this rant now. kiya