So i just found out my grandpa is in the hospital. He had a bad fall and was alone and stayed alone all night and he's not expected to recover. So sometimes I just kinda feel like it's all a bit too much and right now is one of those times. I hope you all are doing okay. Cake - sorry to hear of all your pain and other stuff going on. It definitely sounds overwhelming. I'm sorry your family isn't more supportive of what's happening to you. One of my biggest problems with what's going on with me is that nobody seems to believe how bad it really is and i get really tired of trying to convince people.