I find that even when things go well for a while, there’s always something coming to pull me down. Something that triggers me feeling lost, inadequate, lonely, a failure. Deepseated emotions I have had to deal with for a long, long time. They always come up when interacting with other people. Often my peers. I wish I could come to terms with them, or even better, they would disappear one day.

I just makes me sad that these feelings always affect me so much when I thought things were going better....