Please if you are feeling Sui then I would go to the hospital because plans just make it worse!

Talking on from experience and because truly honest like myself I acted upon my plan and ended up in the hospital! But that's because only after I called for emergency services to come and get me.
I have bad relations with my mother and she just asked me why did I call what was the point in it?!?!? I said I don't know I knew I had to call I knew somewhere inside me didn't want to wake up on the floor somewhere, unconscious!

Just goes to show u that either A I did the right thing or B maybe I need to be seen by someone other then a doctor and a psych nurse! They released me and I stumbled outta there and didn't remember very much and was grilled by mother who picked me up!

Anyway it's not me it's about you please don't end up like me!