I’m still in my pjs and I can’t imagine that I will get dressed at all today. I might need cigarettes though, so I’ll have to go out. But as of right now I do not have the energy and I can’t see myself having the energy anytime soon. I did put dinner in the slow cooker, so at least we will have something to eat tonight. Right now I’m hungry but all food sounds awful. And like too much effort.

I have an assignment to do but I might leave it for tomorrow and hope I’m a little more functional. I probably won’t be but whatever. I might end up dropping the class. I might end up dropping the whole program. Right now I can’t see myself going back to my job at all but maybe in two weeks my meds will be right and I’ll be able to. But I’m almost certain I’m resigning at the end of the year. I don’t want to give up the pay and the health insurance but I just don’t think I can do it anymore.