I've been stable for a couple of years now, but for some reason, recently, I've had the feeling of the other shoe dropping. Maybe it's the upcoming time change and all of the darkness. I don't know. I guess I just know that it'll happen at some point, blindside me, and I don't know when.

It turns out my new cat has a whole raft of medical problems (that the spca didn't catch [or tell me about]) and this scares me so much.

I'm afraid of situational depression because it has a habit of morphing into something far more sinister.

I just hope I stay stable. I know my mind is capable of incredible things, both terrible and good. I hope I stay on its good side...