I find this very hard to do, especially in my home.

I'd love to have people over and my child's friends over to play but the thought of it fills be with dread.

I always go to other peoples houses etc as I just find it easier than having people at mine. There is nothing bad about where I live. It's a nice area and my house is nice and clean and tidy etc.

At a push my parents will come over if they're passing but only for about an hour but they entire time I just can't stand people being here in my space.

I'd love to have my boyfriend over, we've been dating for a little while now but I know I'd just never be able to relax.

How can I overcome this?

Why do I feel this way?