I am totally obsessed with revenge, with getting back at him, with confronting him with his lies and BS. I cannot wait to get back at him. I cannot wait for the day when he tries to win me back, so that I can SLAM HIM and SLAM HIM HARD. I spent over $10,000 for this a-hole. What a crock of **** he turned out to be. I am seeing RED, bloody red because i am so livid. It's my own damn fault. I am too naive, too trusting, too good hearted, too nice... and he scammed me. WTF?????? He fed me nothing but lies this whole time, telling me I am the best thing ever happened to him.