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Originally Posted by Carmina
I feel suicidal impulses a lot in my bleaker periods but what has always held me back is knowing the effect it would have on my own daughter - I could not do that to her having experienced a suicide threatening parent myself throughout my childhood. I know it is hard for you but I do want you to know you have helped me maintain my resolve, I know why I must resist those temptations. Even though it's bloody hard at times to keep going somehow I manage to claw my way back from the precipice and get help in time.
I'm so sorry you had to go through this yourself 
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I'm glad you thought those emotions and feelings out, especially for your daughter. The forum is always here if you are struggling, lots of crisis lines out there, there are options.
We help each other here, it's a give and take.