I don't want to do anything. I apply for new jobs daily but have zero responsibilities thanks to my enterprising boyfriend. We are both homeless but able to stay at a friends until our situation becomes better.

I'm on new meds, talking to a therapist, all paid for completely by Medicaid.

I want "to want to be happy, to be engaged with life" but right now I'm blah about everything. I don't really have purpose. My reason to get up in the morning is for those initial cups of coffee. I hate going to sleep because I do nothing during the day. Yet even when I have the whole day ahead of me, I'm well rested, I have time, I can't seem to motivate myself to do anything. I don't really know what to do either since I don't really have to do anything but get employed.