So in the last 3-4 days I have learned that my mom has dementia, and that my grandfather is dying. More broadly, in the last three weeks I have also had to leave school because of disability-related things, and my mental and physical health have both taken a dive, and my wife's been on bed rest while I'm freaking out trying to manage everything and just flailing, really. I feel like this is all too much and I don't know what to do. I can't rely on my family for support because we're not close, we're all dysfunctional, and most of us have been at least semi-estranged for as long as I can remember. Most of the people in my life just can't believe most of what I tell them about my life because it's hard for them to imagine that one person can get hit with so many things at once. I feel like I could sleep for a month but I have insomnia and can't do that. Ugh I just want to quit everything. I'm so tired of adulting.