I suppose I am doing okay. Went away this weekend w y friend and enjoyed myself. Went wine tasting at a winery- got a nice buzz. Then went on a Halloween haunted ride later that evening which was a lot of fun.
Sightseed a bit this morning, thdn we headed home. I watched a scary movie and wOrked a little on my Halloween costume. I have to do lesson plans before I go to bed. Sort of dreading having to work tomorrow-I wish I could sleep instead.

Idk how I am. My best friend keeps telling me that I am doing okay. That I'm functioning well and all. But then again she hasn't seen the mess that is currently my house or the fuucked up stuff I sometimes think about. Maybe I really am fine. Or maybe Im a walking timebomb. I really couldn't say. I just know sometimes things are great and other times even just breathing in and out seems like an insurmountable chore.

I am gonna strart using my light box this week. Is it wrong that I secretly hope it elevates my mood a bit more than necessary? Anyway I have a lot of stuff going on in November so I need to get my shiit together and at least pretend to be a functioning member of Society.

Sorry if This is all over the place. I just want to cope better than I seem to be doing ltely. anyway have a good week everyone. Hugs.