I'm going to look up motivation for a bit because I'm not sure what my psychiatrist/psychologist means by how that it's a symptom of schizophrenia. Isn't it also a symptom of ADHD and depression? I was diagnosed with schizophrenia as a main diagnosis (Not that a diagnosis really provides me with much help) but I'm pretty sure I have all three.

I mean for me, it's really hard because explaining it is that I'm not tired (Anymore for some reason) but I just don't want to do anything.

I'm mostly on my computer or playing xbox now a days or working, going on holidays etc..

When I'm at work, all I do is look at my watch and for every second, I think about wanting to go home. When I'm playing xbox, I play for a bit and then stop.

Before I had schizophrenia, I used to work 16 hour days sometimes with no problem wanting to work more and I would play xbox 12 hours straight a day sometimes.

When I'm on the computer, I just do basic things, watch a few videos, go on facebook, websites and such which is really a pain in the *** and I don't want to do it.

When I was at school after schizophrenia, I would always put my head into my arms and close my eyes because I wasn't interested and I didn't care about what anyone had to say.

When I'm in the car or anywhere waiting for something, I don't bother checking my phone looking at interesting things or texting even though I'm a really curious person. I just put my head down or sleep.

Like.. the saddest part about me is that I just do the basic things that I want to do and then I go to sleep before I'm even tired because I don't want to do anything and then lay there in bed for hours thinking about how to make my life better then I sleep and dream some really crazy stuff and wake up thinking what??