I swear to god, I always question when i feel good "is this mania?" I'm pretty sure it's not, don't have any of the usual symptoms. I think I'm just genuinely feeling good for a change. It's just weird. I don't usually feel good. Why did my brain decide to start working? How the hell am I making friends? Was it just my diet putting a damper on everything? I'm about ready to fire my damn GI dr. I don't feel impulsive, not over spending (unless you count buying cold pressed juice 2-3 times a week haha), not hypersexual, I am sleeping less, but I did come off 4 meds, no bat **** crazy ideas, no psychosis, no delusions. Just kinda chilling and enjoying the day.

I hate how bipolar puts these thoughts into your head. Especially when you're used to being in an episode 24/7 and having a non functioning brain.