Every dose of my medication I wonder if its worth another pill. I was tormented before I started meds, that's the reason I finally gave in and asked for help. But I am even more tormented by my mind on these shot in the dark substances they are putting me on. Combinations of 8 different drugs in the last year and all it has gotten me is a lot of time in a psych ward.

My hope for sustainable relief from depression is wearing very thin and my belief in psychiatry was barely there when I started. This scientific "guessing game" is ridiculous